Yesterday, all things considered, was one of the great days of my entire life. I arrived at a small apartment building just outside of downtown Bloomington, Illinois, after a drive from northern Indiana, to find my son Xander waiting for me in the parking lot—he’d just gotten home from his new job. Upstairs we found his girlfriend Kate, who I first met last summer, and Cirrus, their first child and my first grandchild. Wow, what a huge explosion of feelings! I’m sure a lot of you grandparents out there will relate. I got the high honor of feeding him a bottle (Kate is very thoughtful). At first he was fascinated by this strange face that had suddenly appeared in front of him, and then I got to watch his eyes droop and flutter as he blissed out on his bottle. I kinda feel like I haven’t had such a purely wonderful experience in years.
Such are the small, fleeting moments of life that somehow more than make up for the toil, strain, and sameness of life’s parade of days. Not much to tell, but fabulous to experience. Following dinner at an excellent and remarkably popular Mexican restaurant, we went to Kate’s mother’s house until everyone got tired. I have only two full days with them, because both parents work long days during the week, but at least I get a snapshot of their real lives and of Cirrus at three months of age. He’ll change fast, so this won’t be my last trip.
Although I lived in Chicago for five years, and Woodstock, Illinois (where the movie “Groundhog Day” was filmed) for two, I’d never been to central Illinois before. Compared to what I’m used to, it seems foreign, with a different feel to the land, the light, and the air. Bloomington is a bustling, prosperous college town, somehow cosmopolitan and Midwestern-parochial at the same time.
I plan to visit Peoria on Monday, because I’m thinking maybe I’ll move there. Bloomington is such a hotbed of business and education that there are hardly any houses for sale here. Peoria seems more promising, and it’s only 40 minutes away, which would cut my round-trip commute to see Cirrus, Xander and Kate by a useful 26 hours. I don’t know if I have one more move in me, to be honest, but I have the motivation.
I’m writing and posting this from my iPad. Seems to be working! More updates from my road trip soon.
Mike
I live just outside Peoria in Washington, IL. A short 10-12 minutes and we can be to downtown Peoria across the river. By coincidence we were in Bloomington last night too. Stopped for dinner on our way back from the state track meet in Charleston, Illinois. We love the area. We've lived here for 8 years. If you want some local advice about the area, let me know.
About geography: it took me a little while to get used to the flat corn and soybean fields. We're not from here originally. But, the wide open spaces have their own beauty especially in the mornings and evenings. And mid season, when the corn and soybean are all vigorously growing it's a sea of gorgeous green around here. Even the wind turbines can be graceful giants in the Illinois wind (although I understand living very near them can be complicated).
In Peoria you'd be near or on the Illinois River. Lots of varied landscape and great local places for outdoor walks.
After I drop the kids off for school in the morning my schedule is flexible on Monday if I can be of any help to you.
Congratulations on the grandchild!
Posted by: Aaron | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 10:34 AM
Mike, if there's ever a reason to move, being closer to grandchildren is very high on the list. We have two that are five minutes away and we see them all the time. Nothing better than watching them grow up.They do grow very fast and now is the time to get to know them and develop a lasting relationship. One word of caution, is this where your son is going to live for a long time? If you move to be closer, be sure they will be there awhile; otherwise, stay put. We got lucky and our children decided to move back to their home town after years of living elsewhere.
Posted by: Rene | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 10:44 AM
Congrats on meeting your grandson! What a delight. We expect photos.
Interesting that you might be thinking of moving to Peoria. My grandfather, W.W. Keefer, was a Linotype operator for what is now the Peoria Journal Star (now sadly owned by the vulture firm Gatehouse) in the early 20th century. Around 1918 he was inspired to
head West to make his fortune, and founded a small newspaper in Powell, Wyoming, where my father was born in 1919. The paper went bust, so W.W. took his family and his wounded pride back to Peoria, where he got his old job back on the Linotype and where my father graduated from Manual Arts High School in the depths of the Depression.
Ah, family lore. At least I know where I got my deep love of newspapering and my poor business sense.
We visited Peoria frequently in my early childhood; we lived in Alabama in those days. I recall Peoria as a prim but friendly working class city of stout red brick houses. You could do worse.
Posted by: Bob Keefer | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 10:49 AM
You think you know what to expect after having a child and then they hand you your first grandchild and kerpow you're a goner.
Nice feeling. Enjoy it.
Posted by: Mike Plews | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 11:04 AM
Being a grandparent is the dividend from your investment in raising children. If you’re smitten now, just wait until the first time (and maybe every time after) he calls you Grandpa.
Posted by: Scott (Grandpa 6 times) | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 11:35 AM
Wonderful, Mike! This made my day.
Posted by: HVJ | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 11:58 AM
Congratulations Mike to you and your family. Amazing how quickly those little ones can attach strings to your heart! Photos will be priceless as time moves on, you can never shoot enough. I have seven grandkids from 11 to 21, best part of my life. Enjoy!
Posted by: Bruce Bodine | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 12:05 PM
That's so wonderful, Mike! Congratulations.
Moving closer to your son, daughter-in-law, grandson, and various in-laws will put you right into the middle of family that you'll enjoy for years and years. Make it happen -- you will never regret it.
Posted by: Joe | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 12:35 PM
I suspect summers are worse than NY. Hot and humid. Champaign is a university town with those cultural advantage, but probably expensive.
Observations based on four years in Champaign-Urbana when you were still in diapers.
It's flat: https://www.artic.edu/artists/24183/art-sinsabaugh (photographer and monochrome)
But the lure of children and grand children is powerful and important.
Posted by: Greg | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 12:44 PM
And you will treasure those snapshots taken with Kate's phone all your life.
Posted by: Wes Cosand | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 01:11 PM
From the title I first tought, why is he so exicted about clouds, that he put an exclamation mark behind Cirrus. This clouds are normally not my favorite.
Posted by: Jürgen | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 01:16 PM
I am so happy for you Mike. You have earned this extraordinary experience. Drink it in like the fresh sweetness of honey and savor the memories. Hold them close to your heart. There is very little else like being a grandparent. If you are going to move and establish a relationship and bond with Cirrus, do it while he is young. As he grows, other priorities take over but if you have already developed that connection, it will always remain.
On the lighter side, if I had known being a grandparent was so satisfying, I would have skipped kids and gone straight to grandkids! Lol Enjoy!
Posted by: Dennis Mook | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 01:21 PM
This near complete lack of family contact situation just seems so foreign to me. My wife's family is at the other end of Europe yet we still seem to have more regular visits in either direction. My side of the (extended) family is around daily, often taking care of the kids even on last minute basis.
Posted by: oj | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 01:27 PM
Mike,
My life experience tells me that that there is nothing in a man's life more important than being a father. Having read about you and Xander for many years now, it seems you have done a wonderful job as a parent.
Grandpa, I would think that living within an hour's drive from Cirrus would be well worth all of the work and problems involved in moving across the country. You are a great father, being close to your grandchild will make it much easier to be a great Grandfather, also a very important and rewarding part of a man's life.
Posted by: Rob Griffin | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 05:02 PM
Mazel tov, Mike! Wishing nothing but health and happiness for Cirrus, you, and your family!
I had wondered what prompted such a long road trip. The best reason, it turns out!
Posted by: Joel Becker | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 05:06 PM
Oh, boy, what a decision. My eldest daughter and my wonderful son-in-law (won the lottery there) and grandson are in Vienna, Austria. As much as I'd like them to be closer, I've been advising them to stay there. Maybe my wife and I will move closer to them in a few years! But one thing you might want to consider: how much they might like to visit you in the beautiful spot you are in. Because it does seem like you are in a wonderful spot.
Posted by: Tex Andrews | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 05:42 PM
I’m so happy for you!
Move as soon and as near as you can. Your job allows it and these moments are the most precious.
Posted by: Marc | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 07:05 PM
Mike,
Long time reader, first-time commenter. I'm a commercial shooter based in Peoria, but live in Bloomington-Normal. Know Peoria very well - if you have questions - feel free to reach out.
David
Posted by: David Vernon | Saturday, 20 May 2023 at 07:07 PM
Congratulations on the grandson!
Posted by: Bill Tyler | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 01:53 AM
What a wonderful experience. Congratulations!
Posted by: Rod S. | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 04:13 AM
Congratulations on being a grandfather for the first time and congratulations on moving close to Xander and family.
I never got the chance to meet my grandparents and my dad never got the chance to meet my son. I know he would be really proud of him.
All the best Mike, you deserve it!
Posted by: David Lee | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 05:49 AM
Mike
I am very happy for you. Some things mere words cannot describe.
There is nothing like being close to family. Only you can decide to make the move.
If your in-laws live in the same town, chances are Xander will stay long there.
Dan K.
Posted by: Dan Khong | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 06:00 AM
Move! Do it! (Been hoping you would)
Life is short, and it’s good to spend it with family.
Posted by: Ben | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 06:11 AM
A lovely post. Congratulations Mike.
Posted by: Matthew Loveridge | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 06:21 AM
Go for it, as long as they are committed to the area. Look for a spot closer to medical care and facilities. Family is so important.
Posted by: MARILYN NANCE | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 08:45 AM
Congratulations on the arrival of your Grandson
, you will never be short of a photo subject!
Looking forward to your house move stories, you know it will happen.
Posted by: robert mckeen | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 08:46 AM
"Yesterday, all things considered, was one of the great days of my entire life."
I've been reading TOP since day one. I can't recall a more positive, uplifting sentence, than the one that starts this post.
Your joy of holding Cirrus is a reminder that more pixels and wider apertures are of little significance in the wider scope of things.
All the best to the entire family.
Posted by: Grant | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 09:36 AM
Hey Mike, my over three-decade career was at the Peoria Journal Star and moved to Upstate New York about 10 months ago to work on a book. The Midwest landscape can be incredibly beautiful, the Illinois River Valley is a joy to photograph. In reference, to an above comment submission, don't listen to anything David Vernon says.
Posted by: David Zalaznik | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 10:16 AM
Warms my heart, Mike. If you do decide to move back in the area, let me know. I've got plenty of space at my place if you need a home base to spend some time house hunting (it's a three hour drive to Peoria). And I come back to upstate NY often enough that I can help you box up stuff... :)
Posted by: Jim K | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 10:48 AM
To become a grandfather is a extraordinary blessing, I am glad for you Mike.
Best regards.
Posted by: Pierre Charbonneau | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 12:20 PM
I told my wife, "I know where Mike is heading" - so glad you made it.
The next greatest thing will be when you hear the word "Grandpa"
And believe me, you will grin from ear to ear and your eyes will water.
Posted by: JTK | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 02:38 PM
That's awesome, Mike! Definitely you should move. I know it's hard to contemplate the hassle of moving but I do think you'd benefit from it in the long run. Forty minutes away sounds like a good distance. You don't want to be too close to, uhh, wear out your welcome. Not that I'm suggesting anything between you and Xander and his family; just my experience and observations about my own family.
Posted by: Phil | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 03:36 PM
Mike, my wifes family has a 150 year history with the Peoria area (Morton/Washington). The family farm sis till there. You can get a lot of house in Washington for the $'s. Simple living as we did a 10 year stint there before moving south. Stay out of Peoria if you can as it has the typical dem run city problems. Good luck and congrats on the G-child.
Spin
Posted by: Mike Moffa | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 03:51 PM
Mike,
My most sincere congratulations, ...nothing as wonderful as grand children. Move, it will enrich the rest of your life.
Posted by: Michael Perini | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 04:28 PM
Congratulations, Mike!
You don’t say much about how Xander and Kate feel about you moving closer, and likely being around much more often. I’m assuming that they are equally enthusiastic. Close proximity to in-laws and grandparents can work fantastically for many; some distance seems like a better idea for others. Clarity about boundaries and expectations can be good — ideally before making significant changes or investments.
Posted by: DB | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 05:53 PM
Dear Mike, you mentioned Peoria ... that reminded me of a story told by the great speech pathologist Charles van Riper in his autobiographical book “A Career in Speech Pathology” (1979).
"A long time ago, early in my career, I attended a workshop there (Peoria), had made my contribution, but still had a day to go before going home. And it was so boring. Maybe you don't know Peoria. When you've looked at the window displays ten times, you have no choice but to go back to your hotel. There's a wonderful little monologue in the old play "Lightning" that aptly describes it.
"How I got the idea of getting married?
Well, I was just in Peoria, I was in Peoria on Friday, Saturday, Sunday and Monday. It rained every day in Peoria. Then I just got married."-
Unfortunately, I was already married at the time, and out of desperation I read the classified ads in the local paper and came across an ad inviting people to a funfair.
I took a cab and went there. ... "
So, watch out ..., you are warned ... (smile)
Posted by: Lothar Adler | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 06:24 PM
Congrats. That's almost exactly what my mother said when she met my nephew for the first time a couple of days after he was born, instant love. Kids look to grandparents for wisdom, start writing some down for him.
BTW, your post sent me into a geographical tailspin. I couldn't figure out why moving to New Jersey would move you closer to them and then realized I had confused Peoria with Passaic. This is all the moreso silly because my only connection with Passaic is that I think it came up in a few jokes on the old TV show F-Troop.
Travelling long distances to visit family can really add miles to the odometer. Wouldn't it be so much nicer to ride a train.
Posted by: Robert Roaldi | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 08:51 PM
Our first and maybe only grandchild is 7 months old. About a month ago we moved from New Jersey to Virgina so that my wife could provide child care while my daughter and son-in-law work.
Was it worth the move from the state that I spent my entire life in? Hell, yes! Congratulations on one of the best day of your life. It's also one that you earned. I hope you have many more.
Posted by: Tom Duffy | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 09:22 PM
So happy for you, Mike! I am sure many of us would be happy to help pack boxes for you when you decide to move; have a photographer-move meet and greet and see who shows up. That little Cirrus guy is just precious. 😍
Posted by: darlene | Sunday, 21 May 2023 at 10:19 PM
Congratulations, Mike and Cirrus, on meeting such an important person in your lives. Wonderful!
Posted by: Mani Sitaraman | Monday, 22 May 2023 at 01:56 AM
Congratulations! My first grandchild Björn is just three weeks old, and I share your excitement. It is a wonderful feeling.
Posted by: Chris Bertram | Monday, 22 May 2023 at 01:57 PM
Congrats on the new grandson. As any grand parent will tell you, it is the best experience life has to offer. For me it just gets better as time goes by. You get to watch their not-so-little brains develop and their personalities emerge. The love is unconditional. While eventually, they will irritate a grandparent in some way, so much that would have bothered me with a child is forgotten with a grandchild. Our role in life is to spoil them, even if just in little ways. It's a relationship like no other.
Posted by: J D Ramsey | Monday, 22 May 2023 at 02:40 PM
Best post I've read here for a long time. This trip is obviously just what you needed.
Posted by: Roger Bradbury | Monday, 22 May 2023 at 04:39 PM
The wonderful thing about grandchildren is that you can hand them back! Just kidding. I am very fortunate in that I have three grandchildren and the furthest one is only 25 miles away. This is a new chapter in your life that you are bound to enjoy.
Posted by: Bob Johnston | Monday, 22 May 2023 at 04:45 PM
Congratulations Mike!
If you're considering the area, make sure you take a look at Urbana-Champaign (not sure of housing situation there), big UofI campus, so plenty of happenings that go along with that.
Posted by: Dori | Tuesday, 23 May 2023 at 10:16 AM
Your grandson needs you. You need your grandson. I'm sitting here thinking about my 4 grands, age 8 to 5 months and my eyes are watering. Move, already. You won't regret it.
Posted by: Bill Bresler | Tuesday, 23 May 2023 at 11:01 AM
Beautiful. Congratulations!
Posted by: Bahi | Tuesday, 23 May 2023 at 11:40 AM
Congratulations on meeting your grandson and seeing your kids again!
You are in my neck of the woods now. I live in Champaign. I have been over to Bloomington a lot and I get the impression that it is much more midwestern-parochial than not. It seems more conservative than Champaign. Even though Champaign has what is considered a world-class university, the town is quite conservative.
I have also read that Peoria is economically depressed and has a higher crime rate.
This will be somewhat of a culture shock for you. But I hope it works out for you and that you enjoy wherever you land. :)
Posted by: Mark P Morris | Tuesday, 23 May 2023 at 03:02 PM
Congratulations Mike - you deserve such happiness.
Posted by: Patrick Dodds | Tuesday, 23 May 2023 at 04:38 PM
Congratulations Mike! This post made me happy. I so hope you have that one more move left in you.
Posted by: Bob Lester | Tuesday, 23 May 2023 at 09:18 PM
'Cirrus' is an interesting & unusual name.
For someone who also has an unusual name, would you be willing to shed some insight on how they decided on it?
Posted by: Stekno Jaicey | Wednesday, 24 May 2023 at 01:06 PM
many hearty congratulations to Kate, Xander, Cirrus and you Mike. I wish the new parents the very best and the happy grandpa a succesful move (if it comes about )
Posted by: almostinfamous | Thursday, 25 May 2023 at 05:46 AM
Mike, few decisions need more serious consideration than those that involve following someone around as they live their life. You wonder if you have more than one move left in you. Consider your son. Is he committed to his current home for the rest of your life?
Posted by: Jim Pilcher | Thursday, 25 May 2023 at 03:11 PM