Over the years (and many cameras) I've noticed something: Sometimes you bond with a camera, sometimes you don't.
I have to face it: I haven't taken to the Fuji X-H1. It has become clear.
This isn't a value judgement. It's a great camera. And it was a gift, and an extremely kind one at that—I'm grateful for the experience of getting to know it. But I don't love using it and I'm not enthused about the results I manage to get from it. For whatever reason, it hasn't joined my parade of favorites.
Why? Not sure I know. I don't think it's quantifiable. It's kind of like breaking up with someone you still really like, admire, approve of, wish the best for, and aren't unhappy with...but simply don't love, for whatever mysterious alchemical reason.
You can't force it. I've tried.
And this is absolutely not a knock against anyone else who uses it and loves it. We're all different.
Xander and Alyssa. I even like the touch of blue on the right, the distinctive color of Xander's new car.
I had a wonderful visit with my son and his girlfriend and their delightful little doggie Ziggy. They are excellent dog parents, attentive and caring but relaxed, tolerant, and adaptable. We had trouble even remembering how long it had been. A friend told me recently that his little kid thought a stylized "2021" spelled "ZOZI," so I'm going to try to set this past week in my memory as "the Zozi visit." I think I treasured every moment because it's been so long since I've seen them—COVID-19 made for the longest time Xander and I have ever been apart in his entire life. Just over two years, since June of '19. I hope such a long gap between in-person visits never has to happen again.
What is real
Re the picture above, when I mentioned I was taking a little time off, Gordon Lewis wrote: ""
That's when my feelings about the X-H1 finally gelled. Even meaning to carry out Gordon's request, I found myself resisting getting it out or taking it along. In some ways it makes sense: I have a long history of liking small, light cameras—139Q, M6, OM-4T, CLE, C-3040z, GF1, and so on. Pro cameras such as the F4, RZ67, and D3 haven't suited me. They usually strike me as fantastic cameras made for somebody else. So the thought that kept nagging me about Gordon's comment was: I kinda don't have a real camera.
The iPhone comes closest for me right now, if I'm honest. By a small margin, it's closer to the way I like to shoot than the X-H1 is, but in the other direction. I get criticism for publishing iPhone snaps here, but I actually wouldn't mind being a smartphone photographer. There are even a few things the phone does well: for instance, it always seems to hit the proper exposure, at least if the highlights aren't blown (I always worry about that). And it does well at balancing mixed light. I understand the newer ones have a very usable "Night Mode" too. Unfortunately, as much as I love it as a "note-pad," the iPhone isn't my axe either. The sensor's too small: the images look great on the phone itself and do okay at the 800-pixel-wide blog-post size as long as the dynamic range is adequate, but the files don't correct easily, have too many artifacts in enlargements, and those highlights I mentioned are often blown. I dislike blown highlights. The iPhone is simultaneously a.) very good at casual snaps to use as communication and b.) frustrating to try to control as well as deficient for non-stylized regular prints. I've seen people use them for great small prints, used within their limits, but usually processed in some distinctive way. The ergonomics also leave a lot to be desired.
So it's both very good and also bad. Kinda like texting: texting is great too, but only within its intended limits. You wouldn't write a book that way.
If the X-H1 is at one end and the iPhone is at the other, I want something in the middle.
And, come to think, Jay B., who gave the X-H1 to me, didn't want to keep it either. He loves his Leica Q2.
Awk-ward!
Anyway, I almost hated to write this post. But I need to be up-front with everyone about where I find myself camera-wise. It's our deal, am I right? Another time this happened was with the Olympus E-M5, which I got all enthused about at first but that I didn't bond with. I had to 'fess up that time too, awkward as it was. (I'd link to that post, but I can't find it.)
Anyway, I'm officially on the lookout for a new camera. Which is odd, for me, in Zozi. It will probably be a Fuji, but then again, I won't be selling the X-H1—I need a capable body for the lenses I have, and it's a good camera for specific tasks.
And by the way, Gordon, what Xander thinks about watches? Basically that they're not an asset. That also made me realize something about myself—I instinctively think possessions are assets when they're generally not. He who dies with the most toys doesn't win, he who dies with the most toys just makes it harder on whoever has to clean out his house. Xander's got a much better head for investing, money, and finances than I do. One of many things I admire about him.
But then, I think the world of the guy. We had a really nice four days. :-)
Mike
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James: "I can't believe I was on your page at the moment you made a new post! Glad you had fun with your family—the most important thing in life."
Gordon Lewis: "It surely wasn't my intent to trigger such self-reflection, but if you got an engaging post out my previous request, so much the better. I'm glad to see you documented Xander and Alyssa's visit regardless of what camera you used. If nothing else, images help break up the monotony of text on screen. The best part of all of this is that, despite your challenges, doubts and insecurities, you have managed to raise a strong, healthy, loving, level-headed young man. Congratulations, my friend."
Mike replies: Thanks. :-)
Robert Roaldi: "Have you tried bonding with a Fuji X-E4 (or previous versions)? I had a similar issue with a Rollei 35s. I liked everything about it except taking pictures with it. Maybe I should just collect them instead.
"About the X-H1, could it be the looks? I don't like the aesthetics of a 'squarish' top body, I prefer a bit of a pointed top on the 'pentaprism.' I know this is silly but a lot of personal preferences are."
Dave Van de Mark (partial comment): "I totally understand where your head is at with the X-H1 because I am in a 'near' identical space with my camera, a Panasonic S1R. The situation is slightly different from your lack of love for using the X-H1. I love using my S1R but often find it too heavy and bulky for the 'situations' I have been and will continue to find myself in, and am looking for an occasional substitute."
Pierre: "You ought to try an X100V. Fixed 35mm equivalent. Plenty of tweaks under the hood to make it faster and more responsive than previous X100 models. Tilt screen. Built-in leaf shutter and ND filter."
Mike replies: For fourteen hundred freakin' dollars? For a little point-and-shoot? Above my pay grade, I'm afraid.
Kirk: "Leica M10 + 35mm Apo Summicron-M. Perfect size. Perfect performance. No where to go from there.... Resist the temptation to go with chrome finish. Stick with the utilitarian aesthetic. All done."
Mike replies: At $19,000 all in I'd be all done all right! And if Xander thinks watches aren't an asset...besides, how exactly is that better than an X100V? At least the X100V can focus itself—that's a thing that came in during the 1980s.
Your suggestion brings a hazy memory to mind. Years ago I used to buy Automobile magazine for a columnist named Ezra Dyer, who Google tells me is now a Senior Editor at Car & Driver. You might remember me talking about how he decided that whenever anyone among his friends and family asked him for a car recommendation, they never bought what he suggested, so, from then on, no matter who it was and no matter what they really needed, he was going to suggest a Ferrari 599. Have you taken that to heart, Kirk? :-D
Kirk replies: "Exactly!"
robert e: "Thanks for sharing your joy and pride and pics of your wonderful ZOZI visit, Mike! Interesting thoughts about 'real' cameras. I think for many of us, if not most, no single camera can do it all because our needs or interests are too varied. Maybe we should just roll with it and instead of pursuing 'the one' or 'the middle,' build the tool box. And that's not GAS talking; in fact, I expect this approach to result in less GAS than the pursuit of a chimerical ideal."
Mike replies: So sort of like having a watch collection instead of just one watch.... ;-)
Moose: "What about 1" sensors? I know, I know, bigger sensors are better. But, you know, I spend a lot of time inside image files. I simply don't think about whether they are 20-MP 1", 16- or 20-MP Micro 4/3, 24- or 42-MP FF. They all process much the same and give the same sort of results.
"I've just been processing some 2009/10 12-MP Canon 5D photos, and it's all pretty much the same. Sure, the size they all can be printed will vary, but for web display and book pages, they are all similar. I feel that current 1" sensors are at least as good as the first Micro 4/3 sensor systems.
"The two cameras that come to mind are Sony RX100 (latest version) and the Panasonic ZS200. One NatGeo photographer says he uses only the Sony for his magazine work. Both use the same sensor. I chose the Panny mostly for the wider zoom range, which matters a lot to me, and for the mechanically and ergonomically better EVF design, which doesn't pop up and down. (I can see me losing that one to handling.)
"Physically, they are somewhere between cellphone and 'serious' cameras. Coat pocket-able or nice in a belt case.
"To give an idea what it can do, here are way too many photos, 146, that I've taken with it and posted somewhere or other. Many are photos you would never take and/or won't like. I hope others tickle your fancy. I do think they demonstrate great range/versatility. There are several that show full pixel samples and/or before and after processing. Anything fuzzy or murky is artistic license, not camera faults. \;~)> "
Jamie Pillers: "I have the X-T4 and the X-E4. I like the X-T4 for its grip, beautiful EVF, sound of the shutter, life of the battery, and two card slots. I like the X-E4 for its size and its minimalist approach to buttons and grip (there isn't one). The X-E4 suits me like the little screwmount Leicas suited...forces one to relax with the simplicity of the thing."
John Camp: "I don't think that switching around from one theoretically fine camera to the next theoretically fine camera (all the cameras we are now dealing with are theoretically fine) will get you very far. The best thing to do would be to lie down and close your eyes and remember what your best-feeling camera was like—all of the various ergonomic details, and the visual cues as well—and then find that camera among the long list of theoretically fine cameras we have available.
"I personally very much like the Panasonic GX8s and the Nikon Z cameras...and if you look at them closely, you'd find that the GX8's and the Z's are very similar, except that the GX8's are smaller and lighter. I've now gotten to the point where I can use them interchangeably, depending on what I'm doing.
"Rather than looking for a perfect camera, you should be looking for a friend. Whatever you come up with will be capable of taking excellent pictures. IMHO."
Mike replies: Yep, that's exactly what this post is about, that sense of your camera being a friend. It's what I haven't gotten from the X-H1 despite giving it the old college try (now there's an expression from way back).
V.I. Voltz: "Behrouz Boochani wrote his first novel No Friend but the Mountains by text message while held by the Australian Government at the Manus Island detention centre. An exception that maybe proves the rule."
Tex Andrews: "Camera bonding: definitely a thing. Same with tools. Above, someone mentioned a Rollei 35S. They came in different flavors, but in form factor they were of a piece—and I bonded with mine. Maybe because it was my first 'real' camera, maybe because it was so simple it distilled photography for me to an essence, something I later had with my Fuji GSW690II, like the Rollei's radiation-affected sci-fi big brother (also known as the Texas Leica).
"I've had other great cameras, with mixed bonding, like girlfriends (of which I've not had many). You can't explain the bonding—an excellent camera may just not click (pun intended) with a person. And I've had some cameras I bonded with that I had to let go with sadness. Happy to say my current two are bond-mates. Phone? not really, although the convenience and utility of it cannot be denied."
[Ed. note: So many good comments on this post...the above is just a sampling. By the way, that's the concept for "Featured Comments"—a sampling, for people who don't have the time or inclination to read everything. Featured Comments are not just "the best ones" and certainly not the ones that agree with me—what I try to do is provide a selection that is representative of the whole spectrum. There are always great ones not featured.]