The phrase supposedly comes from the classic horror story "The Monkey's Paw" by one W.W. Jacobs, who began the tale with it—but he doesn't claim credit for it; he ascribes it to an unknown source:
Be careful what you wish for, you may receive it." —Anonymous
I first heard it as "Be careful what you wish for—you just might get it," credited to Oscar Wilde. But Wilde had the bad habit of stealing ideas and believing he had thought of them himself.
There's a anecdote concerning James McNeill Whistler, famous painter of his mother. Seems Whistler had given some lectures on art and Wilde was in the audience, and Wilde later plundered many of Whistler's ideas and put them forth as if they were his own, which Whistler was somewhat stung by.
But Whistler had his revenge. At a Paris salon—they were all the rage at the time—with Whistler and Wilde both present, Whistler was expounding on some deep topic or another and finished up by making a brilliant quip that cracked up everybody in the room. As the laughter subsided, Wilde said something to the effect of, "I wish I'd thought of that"—to which Whistler quickly replied, "You will, Oscar, you will."
Medium-format maven
Anyway: be careful what you wish for—you just might get it. In 1986 or thereabouts I embarked on a project to review all the then-available medium-format cameras for the photo magazines. The one I bought for myself was the very cheapest decent medium-format camera you could buy new at the time—this is it if you're curious. The camera was obsolescent and, shall we say, problematic—quirky?—but the lens was spectacularly good. (I now own two, for very different cameras. I'll tell that story again someday.) I tired of the camera, but that magnificent lens got under my skin.
So in my imagination, I envisaged a good, dependable modern camera with that lens on it. The camera I pictured was a Pentax 645.
Trouble was, the lens was a breechlock or breech-mount lens, meaning you inserted the lens in place and then screwed down a hold-down ring to bind it in place. I called the legendary Ken Ruth of Photography On Bald Mountain, most revered of the highly respected camera-repair magicians. Many famous photographers swore that Ken could do anything that could be done with a camera. I inquired about having a Pentax 645 converted to breechlock-mount.
Not only would it have been very expensive, and not only would that cost have been unrecoverable, but it probably would have destroyed the resale value of the Pentax too. Now, I'm not a practical guy, and when I get hot on a camera idea I throw what little caution I have to the winds, but even I realized that it would be just too Quixotic and wasteful of money to pursue that idea. Talk about quirky.
All things come to he who...
Well then, lookee here:
This is it! The very thing I envisioned all those years ago. And it was simple as pie, with thanks due to the contemporary practice of putting old lenses on new digital cameras with adapters. All I had to do was snag a $40 adapter off eBay.
Fun, huh? The camera is a temporary loan from John S. (for which thanks again, John). The Pentax-645-to-breechlock adapter came from Ukraine and is nicely made. JG has registered the patent on the term "Frankencamera," so I'll just call mine Frank. Or maybe Little Big Man, since, by current standards, loaded with its six (six!) AA batteries, this is one big honkin' beastie. (The Panasonic GX9 approximates my current standard of how big and heavy cameras need to be. I'd have to buy one, but fortunately Panasonic continues to protect my wallet by only offering that camera with a kit lens. I do not want a kit lens. So I'm safe, for the time being.)
Here's a closeup of the Arax adapter:
...Waits
Apropos Oscar Wilde and James McNeill Whistler and his mama, there's another phrase of inexact provenance that I believe applies here. It's something I read many years ago that has always stuck with me. "You always get what you want—it just takes a lot longer than you think it will." I'll say. How many years have gone by since I started jonesing for this exact thing? Too many to count.
How is Frank to shoot with? Well, does anyone really want to know? I had kinda thought my days as a reviewer of medium-format film cameras were over. (After I wrote the review of the original Exakta 66 Mod. III that this lens was made for, I asked the editor of the magazine what she thought of the review. There was a longish pause from the other end of the line, and she said, "Well, you certainly said everything there is to say about it." She was good with words—the "...and then some!" was left implicit. Still makes me chuckle.)
Ken Ruth, by the way, retired in 2017. Oh, and W.W. Jacobs? Although best known now for "The Monkey's Paw," he wrote mainly as a humorist..."The Monkey's Paw" was atypical of his work, and it turns out got the basic idea from one of the tales in 1001 Nights.
A big thunderstorm is moving in over the Bluff from the West now, so I need to unplug the computer and wait it out. Comments, and perhaps a more modern post or two, anon.
Mike
(Thanks to John S.)
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John Camp: "Okay, this is off topic, but you've touched on two of my favorite characters, Whistler and Wilde. I once stayed in the hotel room (at L'Hotel in Paris) where Wilde died, and the hotel and room became famous for a (possibly mythical) 'last words' from Wilde: 'My wallpaper and I are fighting a duel to the death. One or the other of us has to go.' Possibly apocryphal, but Wilde would have loved it (and he apparently did say things like that shortly before he died, but perhaps not as his last words.) He might also be pleased to know that the wallpaper still isn't the best. Loved the hotel, though.
"My other favorite quote from Wilde came supposedly during an oral examination of his facility in Biblical Greek at Oxford when he was asked to extemporaneously translate a passage from the Passion sequence in the New Testament. He did, so fluently that after a few lines the examiners told him that he could stop. He supposedly replied, 'Oh do let me continue. I want to see how it comes out.' (He actually was extremely familiar with both Testaments, and frequently quoted them in his work.)"
That's not a big camera actually. Want big medium format, look at the Fuji GX680. I wonder what you'd say about it in your review - it came to market a few years later.
I used to shoot Pentacon Six, which was the original from which Exacta 66 was blatantly copied, and which used the same breechlock mount. My pick for the best lens for these systems would be Sonnar 180 2.8 though. It's THE best portrait lens ever made, bar none. Sharp, but not clinically sharp in the way of modern portrait lenses. And smooth, but not too smooth focus falloff, with none of that crazy bokeh thingies. Oldskool mojo.
Posted by: marcin wuu | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 12:27 PM
I have a 4x5 Cooke adapted to the Hasselblad 203FE. I also have a new Petzval/Petzvar lens for the camera. It's a killer portrait lens if you like the swirl. At mid distance, it's like a Holga-on-steroids. Unfortunately, the image circle really does not cover at infinity.
Posted by: Richard Man | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 01:14 PM
The Whistler - Wilde story is perhaps best known to my generation from its incorporation wholesale into a Monty Python routine (with the parts given to characters called by those names, though, so acknowledging the source). (The one that ends with "I merely meant, your majesty that you stand out like a shaft of gold when all around is dark"; arriving there via a rather off-color path.)
Posted by: David Dyer-Bennet | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 01:28 PM
Does the diaphragm stay open until you press the shutter, as in regular cameras, or it a less than ideal situation where you have to close down the aperture yourself? I haven't expressed that very well. Sorry.
By the way, those Schneiders go for a king's ransom on eBay these days.
Posted by: Andrew Lamb | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 01:44 PM
Damn, just got some GX9 GAS. Thanks a lot.
: )
Happy Thanksgiving Mike!
Posted by: SteveW | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 02:11 PM
"How is Frank to shoot with? Well, does anyone really want to know?"
Are you kidding? Young Mike Johnston's white whale, captured at last? Who wouldn't want to know?
Posted by: robert e | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 02:36 PM
Your linked B&H price for the GX9 is tempting! I really don't need another one—but the one I've got now will wear out sometime right? I bought mine 16 months ago and immediately sold the mandatory kit lens to MPB.com for $170. I've hardly used my Canon 5D4 since I got it. The GX9 really is a camera to love. It is pretty (people often think I'm toting a film Leica) and the digital files are superb (I just made a 24"x 24" print!!). No, I don't need another one, but . . .
Posted by: Peter | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 02:37 PM
You're going to need a BIG tripod!
Posted by: Robert Roaldi | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 02:48 PM
I had heard it as, "be careful of what you wish for, for you will surely get it."
I see there is also, "be careful of what you wish for, lest it come true."
Ain't idioms . . . idiomatic?
Posted by: Benjamin Marks | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 03:30 PM
Photography as an exercise program. Bench press that ten times a day and you'll standing in line for a Phase 1. 😄
Posted by: JohnW | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 04:22 PM
It never rains in southern California—except when it does 8-) We have more rain predicted for tonight and tomorrow!
iPhone Xs 4.25mm, f/1.8 at 1/121
Have a Happy Black/Cyber days.
Posted by: c.d.embrey | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 06:29 PM
There is something fundamentally satisfying about being able to use the lens(es) you want on the body you want, isn't there?
Especially when the resulting FrankenKamera* performs even better than you imagined, as is proving to be the case with my recently finished FrankenKamera No. 5:
It's presently setup to use vintage Contax / Yashica lenses and a Sony A7R body and it provides 10 mm of geared rear fall and 22 mm of rear rise, which is more than sufficient for my purposes.
It was built around the rear standard of a Toyo VX23D medium-format view camera and -- incredibly -- weighs a mere 1 lb., 5.9 ounces as it appears in the photo above.
Best of all, none of the modifications I made are permanent, so I can readily strip all the custom bits I fabricated off the standard and reassemble the VX23D in its original form in ~20 minutes.
For grins and giggles, here's a link to the first photo I took with this camera: http://www.canyonero.com/files/1574149221.jpg
*Credit for this name belongs to Dick Boone, not me. He coined it when I sent around an email a few years ago announcing my first hybrid camera and I borrowed it from him and have been using it ever since because I can't think of a better name for these camera projects. (Oh, and so you know, you can't patent a name, but you can trademark it.)
Posted by: JG | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 09:46 PM
Wow, a used 645Z is still shockingly high, so I'll not recommend that beastie:) The 645N is a beaut, and 120 film is easier to develop at home than 35, so not a deal breaker. I'm going to avoid looking to see if that adapter is available for Pentax 67 - for a man who just wrote about an end to GAS, you're trying to get it started in folks again!
Posted by: Rob L | Wednesday, 27 November 2019 at 10:17 PM
Mike,
This is a wonderful reminder that it is sometimes inconvenient when an old dream comes true, with unintended ramifications we need not follow up on.
But the ruse of using classic 35mm lenses with an adapter on a modern DSLR or mirrorless ILC camera has the advantage of easy usability most of the time. Currently I'm shooting color digital with a Takumar 85mm short telephoto lens on a Pentax, and the look of out of focus backgrounds it provides is quite compelling in landscapes, which I particularly like it for. The colors are great too, as I work them up in Lightroom.
Even what may seem like a disadvantage, like using a Helios 58mm lens that only shoots wide-open due to an aperture pin meant for the Russian Zenit film camera it was originally paired with, can be an exercise in exploring that end of the aperture dial. Sticking with it for several months in different photo-situations, I was pleasantly surprised at how often its limitation of moderately or intensely shallow depth of field (depending on how close you get to the subject) worked just fine to clarify subjects that I wanted to focus on and minimize unnecessary details in the background.
Going back to my famous Tak, as I share my pics in currently approved Facebook mode, it is fun to see comments from others who seem perhaps to be only familiar with small-sensor cellphone imagery where everything is in focus and nothing in the frame is singled out by the photographer as particularly worthy of attention except by accident. After years of quietude, the Takumar 85mm is winning new converts, whether they know what it is and who made it or not!
Once again, there might be software simulations of shallow depth of field that can be applied in computer-heavy, a fake is as good as a wink to a blind bat modern-era cameras, but they are naturally rather different from using a camera lens that has aperture settings and the inherent effects that come from that.
And as we celebrate 100 years of Asahi Optical and its long and continuing line of well-regarded Pentax line of cameras, now borne up by Ricoh, the paterfamilias company Asahi might be worth a callout for those many brilliantly designed Takumar lenses. How many photographers are finding out for themselves that Taks work just fine on their 35mm digital? Might be worth a follow-up post.
Speaking of great lens-makers, is this a good time to have a look at the contrasting history of Carl Zeiss lenses? Now there's a company where the lenses took and continue to take center stage, as opposed to the cameras Zeiss used to make.
Meanwhile, thanks for your continued writing efforts and for persisting through medical challenges that might silence a lesser writer.
Jeff Clevenger
Posted by: Jeff Clevenger | Thursday, 28 November 2019 at 06:39 AM
"like a shaft of gold when all around is dark" is unfortunately embargoed everywhere that I looked for copyright disrespect. But the text is available.
Posted by: scott kirkpatrick | Thursday, 28 November 2019 at 06:44 AM
The Panasonic kit lenses are crazy good. Give it a try, you will be happy you did.
Posted by: Eric Rose | Thursday, 28 November 2019 at 11:51 AM
Long story I'll try to make short: I do a lot of "volunteer" photography in Redwood National park, taking pictures of the nature of trails but also, more seriously, the unique changes that have occurred in certain places over a 50+ year span. Which I can do because I was an activist for the park's creation in 1968 and expansion in 1978 and have a 5,000+ image collection donated to the park regarding those efforts. Most images were taken with a Hasselblad 500C camera. I also have a Nikon 8000 scanner that has allowed me to make close to 24" x 36" prints from a few of my favorite Ektachrome images.
But here is my new story - somehow I commented to a few park folks that my Fujifilm X- Pro 1 was showing signs of failing and I was wanting to get a new high resolution camera and one of them relayed that to a local retiring pro portrait photographer. It was relayed back to me she wanted to pass along a medium format camera. I started drooling since I thought "digital" :-)
Well, I now have a mint condition Pentax 645N sitting next to me, along with a ton of unfrozen ISO 400 Fujifilm NPH Professional film with expire dates from 2004 to 2009 (Humboldt County CA weather doesn't get extreme temps). The lens is a SMC Pentax FA 645 150mm F2.8 (IF).
I have stuffed 6 lithium batteries into her and everything seems to function (again the camera looks fresh out-of-box). I had an old generic RRS L-Plate that I attached to it so I can mount on my tripod and choose either orientation.
I have a few questions I'm looking for answers for:
1) Is it worth using any of this old film? And being C-41 process, can it go to anyone still doing that? Any recommendations as to best developer? I am pretty good with Photoshop & ACR so color imbalances can be tackled hopefully. Don't know about grain, etc.
2) Obviously for me, a wide angle shooter, favoring the 24mm - 35mm range (35mm equivalent), a 100mm equivalent lens is not very ideal! Would the 55mm Pentax lens be good to try? But I do intend to try the existing lens for grins...
3) Last, but obviously I need to experiment, any guess as to shutter vibration issues with this camera, with likely 1/10 to 1 sec exposures. My tripod is a good one but not real weighty.
Given that I seem equipped to make prints as large as I need, even from film, I'm looking forward to trying this camera out to see how good it is. It feels like I'm in a time machine :-)
Posted by: Dave Van de Mark | Thursday, 28 November 2019 at 01:29 PM
@ Scott Kirkpatrick:
Try this link. 8^)
Posted by: JG | Friday, 29 November 2019 at 07:19 AM
Mike,
To digress, I like that kit lens. I have a Gx85 with that 12-60 lens on there 99% of the time with the panny 20mm for low light. I have owned a lot of kit lenses and that one is the best I have encountered. Just saying....
Posted by: Clifford Gwin | Friday, 29 November 2019 at 09:26 AM
Regarding getting what you wish for...
Democracy is the theory that the common people know what they want, and deserve to get it good and hard.
H. L. Mencken
Posted by: Mike Kukulski | Wednesday, 04 December 2019 at 09:17 AM